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     You know when you’ve developed a liking for someone right? You notice these little changes within you…you either turn into a total sap or you become a major stiff-head (sorry, my lingo…) In anycase, you know it when you know it.

      But what if that person you’ve developed a liking for is also liked by someone else?  Say, a friend or a cousin, whatever.  You can’t help but get the feeling like "whoa, this is turning out to be some sick sort of contest…"

      You see folks, these things happen, not only to me, i’m sure, but also to the never-ending multitude of guys and gals out there.  Worse yet, what if that person you like likes your friend instead?

       You kinda get ticked off right?  Well, that’s what my predicament is all about…yeah, it’s nothing major, just wanted to get it off’a my shoulder…sure…it’s not like it’s the first time it’s happened to me anyway.

        I’m sure when you’ve been stolen from, misdirected, and cheated off of your guy before, you get pretty used to it.      So sure, I’m cool with that now, and really, I’m glad that the person I liked turned out to like my friend instead. Seriously.  I’m glad.  For both of them, I guess. (knowing that they’ve had epiphanies about each other or whatever…)

      Pretty optimistically resilient eh? And i still (oh and for the record, a lot of people do too) call myself a pessimist?  Tss..I think not.

     I’m not exactly sure if people read my blog and if they find it interesting and i don’t really care coz i write what i want regardless of the quantity of people who read it.(though it still surprises me that comments appear on some…hmmm)
it’s usually filled with smarter stuff but right now, i am lacking the brain powers to write anything of the sort so i’m just gonna sound like a blonde now. =)

     The holidays was fun, got some downtime with my family, played bowling silly till my fingers are about to fall off (seriously), sucked in bowling silly till my dad almost crashed our car coz he was too busy bitching on me to see the road (hahaha! i’m gonna get my ass kicked!) AND i also got myself a watch! (BIG DEAL! but i finally have a sense of the time now!).

     New year’s eve came and i got some pretty silly overpriced garments from my tita…hey i ain’t complaining! Cousin deary gave me the best fucking gift evahhhh!!!! Sorry cuz, if only i could satisfy yours, but my resources have run dry now. Fucked myself up till my eyes were being pulled upwards till they almost bled…eating binges with my cousin deary and being weird…AS ALWAYS.

     I never made any resolutions, i stopped doing that when i was like 14 or something. I finally realized it was pointless to convince myself to do things differently when it all boils down to still me doing these things which make it kinda hard since there are no substitutes to do them for me…ha…damn! Besides, i don’t make shit up that i know i can’t keep to anyway (yes, people, i have zero willpower, i’m a lazyass with these things). There are 365 days in a year for me to make a lot of resolutions anyways!

     Bro down with my family, good food, good wine, good shit, good music….ah yess, this ‘05 holidays is definitely one for my books! IZZ THA BOMB DIGGITY YAW! can ya dig it? ;p i’mma skapoot now coz i’m not making any sense anymore…..later biatches! <3

P.S. so, how was YOUR holidays? =)