bloody infatuations…a personal test of being a rubber glue.
You know when you’ve developed a liking for someone right? You notice these little changes within you…you either turn into a total sap or you become a major stiff-head (sorry, my lingo…) In anycase, you know it when you know it.
But what if that person you’ve developed a liking for is also liked by someone else? Say, a friend or a cousin, whatever. You can’t help but get the feeling like "whoa, this is turning out to be some sick sort of contest…"
You see folks, these things happen, not only to me, i’m sure, but also to the never-ending multitude of guys and gals out there. Worse yet, what if that person you like likes your friend instead?
You kinda get ticked off right? Well, that’s what my predicament is all about…yeah, it’s nothing major, just wanted to get it off’a my shoulder…sure…it’s not like it’s the first time it’s happened to me anyway.
I’m sure when you’ve been stolen from, misdirected, and cheated off of your guy before, you get pretty used to it. So sure, I’m cool with that now, and really, I’m glad that the person I liked turned out to like my friend instead. Seriously. I’m glad. For both of them, I guess. (knowing that they’ve had epiphanies about each other or whatever…)
Pretty optimistically resilient eh? And i still (oh and for the record, a lot of people do too) call myself a pessimist? Tss..I think not.
January 31st, 2006 at 8:21 pm
Mental for the Teeny:
*When we become “used” to anything in life, eventually we become numb.
*Your surprised that these things can become contest? Everything in life is a contest. There is always struggle in all that we do.
*Optimistically resilient? Pessimist? Nay my dear, thou are not. I would share to thee what I think, but it would be better if it would be in your presence.
Here’s a The Fred aphorism for you: “The Wheels for Fate grind slowly but true, so take care not to be trodden underneath…”
P.S.
Is that really you talking or you an alien who stole Teeny’s body?